ok, well sry i havent updated in a long time, but in my last post i said that my brother came back here, well he went to school here for a bout a month.... then ran away, stole ALL of the money in the house, the atlas and bread and peanut butter (the last part cracked me up). he was caught by the police. (that son-of-a-bitch!!!) and it was like 5:30 or something when he finally broke our living room window. it SHATTERED completely. he shouldnt be able to break it either, it was pretty thick.... but that pissed the hell outta me and then he starts swearin his head off at my mom and i just wanted to slash his throat at that moment. but about a week later he ran away from school, and then he convinced my dad to send him back to cali (YES!!!)

hes a bitch and needs to blow up!!!

but thats really the only interesting thing that has happend since then. 

well... i dont know if i said that my brother went backt o cali, but it didnt last for long. hes comin back monday.... and me and my sister really dont want him to come back... and i had a screen name for him on my pc and i got on it a few days ago and i looks at what sights hes been to and half of then were porn. i was cracking up.

but last monday i went to band camp and it was alot of fun, i made out with 5 people there and i was payed to like a guys tounge and this girl alissa said that she wouldnt take a picture of it but she didnt, she made a video!!! i was pissed when she told me but i guess it was pretty funny.

and that was only like day one or something. but our performance was so awesome on saturday... we kicked ass.

friday nothing special happend...but i went mini golfing w/ my brother and grandma and we also raced in gokarts and my car gave out on me on the 1st lap and i was a lil ways from the start and i was going really slow so the guy had to restart my car. my car was really fast tho and it handled really well. and yesterday. i woke up with a head ache, played video games for 3 hours... got on my dads pc for bout an hour, then i started drawing for an hour...then i took some medicine for my head ache and it went away bout 30 mins after...but when i can i will scan my drawings and show ya guys (as if any one actually reads my site...).......

and im also gunna get some pictures of my best friends party, if my digital camera will work tho.

but today i have to go to a band thing for the opening of the fields at the new highschool that was new this year. and then tomarrow i leave for band camp!!! i still  have to wash my clothes and stuff, and pack and all that crap... but ya...im friggin bored... but i met some one over the internet and hes one of my really good friends and hes also in band and he is in ym section but when we had practice we acted like we didnt even know eachother ... it was wierd. and then my saxaphone was also borken and yesterday it took me 30 mins to fix it and i had to pull 3 keys to make one key work and so all of it works now!!! then i practiced for bout 15 mins after that...and started watching tv and i started to draw a lil bit and i drew a samurai with a sword and hes kinda flying threw the air...its not my best drawing but i think its a lil cool. and then i just started to doodle trying dif techniques and stuff and practicing drawing guys with long hair. and then i drew kinda like a chibi head version of taki from soul calibur 2

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v298/brass_boy49/untitled.jpg (huge breasts) but shes my favorite character in that game..but ya...thats besides the point...

but this year in marching band we are gunna have flag twirlers (we call um flaggets) and 2 of my best friends are in it and they're gunna make band camp alot more fun (they're girls btw) and one of my friends zach is moving so hes not going to band camp and he was gunna room with me and tyler s. but we also have to room with a gay guy cuz no one elso would. lol... i used to be friends with him but not any more...

ive always wondered... if i met some one and actually talked to them and then like a year later if they remembered me... and like if i was friends with some one and then like 5 years have past and like ive wondered "i wonder if they actually think to them selves, *we used to be best friends...what happend?*

it bothers me alot....but my next entry will be all about art, photography, poetry and drawing.

                                                                                         - till then, pavony

ok, so yesterday i was trying to update my site and my internet quit and i saved all the stuff i typed into a microsoft word document and so i am entering it now, so if u get a lil confused on the times and stuff dont worry...

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well, its been a lil under 3 weeks since i last updated. but 2 weeks ago my brother came form Cali to visit and hes thinking about staying here for school but i have no clue wtf hes thining on doing. personally i dont care if he leaves or stays. friday me my dad and my brother went camping for 2 days. we went to some place bout 4 hours away from where i live. its was kinda white trashy and really cheap and stupid. both of our neighbors where scary. the people across the road were weird. there was a lady that looked like a guy and a ya... but then next to us were these other people and this guy would not stop swearing no matter what. and on enight it rained and he stayed outside and he was like "what the fuck its just a little fucking rain" he was annoying. but we also found a drive in theater and we saw the fantastic 4. i liked it but my dad and brother didnt.

well once i get on my dads pc i can upload some pics off of my digital of choches party. theres a really sexy picture of her and idk, i like it alot. but something funny is that her mom is really weird and is moving the kitchen into the living room the living room into the kitchen. choch and kameron is moving into kiki and jessicas room and kiki is moving into kamerons old room. chuck and lisa (the parent) is moving into choches old room and jessica gets chuck and lisas old room. its really weird.but lisa doesnt like the house so she is always moving stuff around. but well, its wednesday now bout 1:20 in the morning and today i have band camp practice at the high school 4 - 6 and i kinda dont wanna go cuz there is 1 person that i really dont like in my group. but then tomarrow thee is practice for all the sections and i cant wait to see all of my friends. then next tuesday (first week of august) we h ave band camp and i cant wait till i leave cuz i really just need to go away from my house.

......i got so bored last thursday so i stayed up all night making a katana out of popsicle sticks, toothpicks and shishkabob skewers. its really cool, and sunday night i stayed up making a double edged sword. and my dad is so retarded that he threw away all of the popsicle sticks. but i took all of them out of the box when he did. i didnt go digging threw the garabage it was right on top and i just took them. and i have them sectioned of into three groups hidden in my room. and he also hid th e glue gun away from me.

and then yesterday my grandma came to visit for a few days and  she is sleeping in my brothers room and he is sleeping in the living room. so i can really stay up late and watch anime which pisses me off, but who cares its just tv. ruins our true sight, as does computers and other stuff. but last monday i got "the complete idiots guid to drawing manga" and im not a complete idiot its just that i wanna get better at drawing so i bought it and ive gotta say im pretty damn good. i'll upload some scanned pictures.

ok this first drawing is done by nathan cox. and this is the reason why i got the book. cuz im insane about this drawing. he said she lookes like a man in a way. i was like WTF IS WRONG WITH U!!!! but he is a really good artist. and the ones after the 1st on i drew.

(sorry i have to do links cuz the picture thing is screwds up for me)

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v298/brass_boy49/dizi3.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v298/brass_boy49/fightercopy.jpg 

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v298/brass_boy49/guy1.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v298/brass_boy49/tsou.jpg

i have alot moreand yesterdayi drew a chick and i think she is one of my best drawings iv done in a long time. but idk theres something about her that doesnt feel right.i think its her right arm. but idk...

somethind that bothers me is that when im drawing i made like a line i dont like it makes me hurt, idk its really weird....like im connected to my drawing. and it drives me insane until the markin is completely erased.

hmmm....sorry it took me a while to add a new entry...well, i dont know what i said in my last entry but who cares. friday nite i spent the night at my friends house again (2 nights in a row)

Saturday - My friends mom, Lisa and my her son kameron and her daughter Kara and me, we went to my moms work. but before that we went to my house and picked up my sister.

well finally we got to my moms work and we got our hair cut (me, kameron and lisa) - (my moms a hair stylist)

lisa was first. she got her hair colored and cut. she looked younger cuz she got blond hilights. then kameron got his hair cut. he had long bangs....until my mom cut (butchered) them off. he looks really wierd now cuz ive never seen him with his hair that short.

later today i will upload some pics on

but lisa drove kiki (kara) to work with i think tinfoil on her head. it was hilarious. but then the owner of the place had her husband brong there long haird doxon chester. he was so annoying. we had to baby sit him at my house until wednesday..... he loved me and wouldnt leave me alone. he slept with me every night and at night when i would lay down on my couch and watch tv he would jump um and lay right next to me, he got in the way ALOT. then my bigger dog xerxes (said like zerxeez) would come into the room and chester would start to bark soo loud and run after xerx and it got really annoying...but my little dog ginny (long haird doxon) loved chester and wanted to play with him every second she got, but chester hated her. chester made ginny look like a short haird doxon.

i put chesters hair in pony tails and it was really funny.

saturday night we set off some fire works and the last fire work was a big one and me and kiki's friend rob tried to figure it out and it was really wierd cuz the fuze was under some paper......it took forever to set it off too. then we watched hitch on a projector on a white sheet outside.

sunday - woke up at 11 or 12 and had marching band practice till 4. we got out at 2:30 tho. it was awesome cuz we were so good and some of us recieved the music that day and we were the best. then we marched outside of the school on the track and yet agian we were really good. i stayed with 2 other of my friends for like an 30 mins to an hour and we had alot of fun talking.

monday - he played at a parade in fenton and it was like an hour long and it was really hot and i was really bad at staying in line... but my section leader wasnt mad. me and her are really good friends. she is really cool but my sister hates her.

tuesday - NotHiNg (seriously)

wednesday - i stayed in my room half the day playing games.....(gets boring after a while) but chester finally went home!!!

thursday - same as wednesday

friday - played a lil bit of games then ate, did dishes then me and my sis went out side, played catch with a baseball. she threw it into a big vine thingy lining the WHOLE back yard fence and it comes out atleast 2 feet...and we lost the ball *starts to cry* it was mine!!!!

then i got to use her hit away and i started out sucking at swinging. my stance and every thing. then at the end I ROCKED!!!!! but now i have a few blisters on my hands. one is a PERFECT CIRLCE its awesome. lol

saturday - its 3:25 am and im really tired and im watching iron chef. the key ingrediant is like makasashi mushrooms (or something) ever time i watch this show there is a guy named something like fakatasha and there is another guy that ALWAYS says his name really fast in a high pitched voice and it gets REALLY annoying. i wanna shoot hmm (yes i ment hmm)